xoxo,gossip girllllll

loving it loving it loving ittttttt babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :) im hooked, again. i dont even know why im suddenly in such a gossip girl mood. must be all the "sexy time" their having ;) hahahaha. kidding, its lateeeeeee, forgive my beahviour.

You're my every dream come true.

"i cant play the rest of the song on the piano :( "

 "it's okay, i'll play the rest of it :)"

Angel of mine.

I look at you looking at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
Gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know 

a gush of loveeee.

ever had one of those nights where you cant sleep and all you do is think and you're hit by waves of emotions (i swear that part sounded like a song lyric. haha!) but seriously, you're feeling every emotion possible and all you wanna do is cuddle up wit someone you love where you feel safe in his arms. and just tell the people you love how much you love them that when everything seems so tough but the only words that make sense are, i love you. hello, one of those nights, im nabihah.

yes, i'm as shocked as you!

yes if you're going about it in your head over and over, this is a new post:) hence, the title. i just really miss blogging and im going to be way more free once i move to the kampung. well at least i'd imagine to be more free but i guess we'll have to find out then. thats funny bout life, the irony of it. i always thought i'd be the last to leave but this is way sooner than i thought. but you know, i'll take it. Taking chances and being prepare for every surprise that comes along the way, its not often in life you get second chances and do-overs, i guess i got lucky. but everything comes with a price and i know that. im looking forward to it though, i get to live a student's life, simple. i'll be wearing a baju kurung everyday, blending in with everyone around me, nobody knows about me, this is a completely fresh start. but life works its wonders. i got everything i ever silently wished for, god gave me what i wanted in the best way it should be in. i get to go to Ireland, have my whole ps i love you and a walk to remember thingi going on and i get to learn psychology too over there. hopefully i still get to stay optimistic when the goodbyes start and my tears never end. till then, tataaaa :)