yes, i'm as shocked as you!

yes if you're going about it in your head over and over, this is a new post:) hence, the title. i just really miss blogging and im going to be way more free once i move to the kampung. well at least i'd imagine to be more free but i guess we'll have to find out then. thats funny bout life, the irony of it. i always thought i'd be the last to leave but this is way sooner than i thought. but you know, i'll take it. Taking chances and being prepare for every surprise that comes along the way, its not often in life you get second chances and do-overs, i guess i got lucky. but everything comes with a price and i know that. im looking forward to it though, i get to live a student's life, simple. i'll be wearing a baju kurung everyday, blending in with everyone around me, nobody knows about me, this is a completely fresh start. but life works its wonders. i got everything i ever silently wished for, god gave me what i wanted in the best way it should be in. i get to go to Ireland, have my whole ps i love you and a walk to remember thingi going on and i get to learn psychology too over there. hopefully i still get to stay optimistic when the goodbyes start and my tears never end. till then, tataaaa :)