3 days in Kepala Batas and counting :(

The homesick is starting to really kick in, the first night was the worst though. trying to fall asleep at night on an unfamiliar bed with unfamiliar smells and thoughts, just crying myself to sleep wasnt enough. i had to clean up the whole room cause it was so dusty and i mean SO DUSTY. it was gross. The second day as i made more friends i guess it got better but then i just miss everything. It's definitely not the same, im still in malaysia and its already so different, im getting used to the whole housewife routine though but still, i wish i could fit in properly. even in a whole school full of malays, i still feel like an outsider looking in half the time. dont get me wrong, the people are really nice but i guess i just really miss my girls and everything back in kl. especially hugging jason and nemo :'( i wanna play stupid childish games with my brother again, and wim in my pool, sleep in my ned which i know is clean, with aircond and wake up to hot water. i cant do this asrama thing. i just want something  familiar. fingers crossed that thing get better and i can handle things better too. sigh. at least i still have some form of internet.